It’s time to heal from our own storytelling.
The story why you aren’t busting the limits of your own radiance.
The really really good story of why you can’t/didn’t/wished/wanted/was stopped IS NOT telling the truth in the end.
It says “blah blah blah it was so hard and fucked up and I was so beautiful and innocent and THAT’s WHY I have no value, no money, don't know HOW and can’t do what I need to do to heal and become who I really am here to be.”
And yet our spirits press us on our purpose/mission way... and because we keep living we think we have to figure it out.
I call that the “Hamster Wheel to Hell”. Ever been on that one? I still like to get on it sometimes just to prove I can get off of it... #myMind #mylifeWEMUST STOP IT. We have enough evidence that these formulas do not solve for "x"... they are loops.
Here’s THE TRUTH:
This space is for you to breathe and really feel if you are willing to feel if this is true inside of you... because it’s probably gonna sound crazy and it's likely an angry chorus of story voices will start yelling. Or a casino full of sexy smooth talkers with slippery logic.
What has happened to you...
every pile of poo
every shit storm
It’s your willingness to accept your life, take responsibility and navigate your path of radiance AS YOU that determines the materialization of your riches.
It doesn't have to make sense, it probably won't.
WHY? Because you are an original, here to create through the unique conduit of your unique body and soul.
You are not here to duplicate! Good Lord! Please STOP trying to duplicate and then trash yourself for not getting the same outcome as someone else... or even past YOU!
You must let yourself cook in the alchemical fires of your life.
You must empower yourself with LOVE for every single transgression. You don't have to do it all at once... you just have to BEGIN.
As long as you loop on blame, shame, guilt, worthlessness, helplessness... your gifts are adding up in the big savings account in the sky.
From the Hamster Wheel to Hell, it appears the only way to cash in is to die and go to "Heaven" [whatever that is for you, maybe it's nothingness that sounds heavenly].
So we run harder and faster to get this Earth trip over with or FIX it, fix US so that we can have a little fun while we serve our time.
But the thing is, if you’re like me in this tiny and essential way...
...you might not get to bounce on life until you’ve completed your mission...
...and if you do that [complete mission], you probably won’t want to go anyway!
You'll be all "I"m awesome! sign me up for another mission!" (which is probably how you got here in the first place)
So the only choice is to really to step into your own fire and turn that shit to gold, or to get dragged through a fiery swamp of shit begging for mercy. 'Cause you ain't gonna die. You have a job to do. There is no mercy out there.
The merciful one MUST BE YOU.
Part of my job has been to dust myself off and dust myself off and dust myself off until I finally accepted my mission:
To start a new kind of school where people can come to become themselves and finally fucking say YES to life, to service, to GOLD.
What you have gone through and are going though is exactly what qualifies you for what's coming. And that doesn't mean you have to go looking for more shit... it means that you have a lot to work with!
Life will keep happening to you, but how you view it, from your alchemized view point will make all the difference in your experience and what you see materializing around you. If you wait for it to look how you want to surrender to your life... well, it just doesn't work that way.
LOVE YOURSELF FORGIVE YOURSELF NOW and keep going FOREVER.
Today is the last day to join the membership school at the current monthly price, tomorrow, Spirit said, prices go up.
Come n get it!
Kendra Cunov is teaching Sacred Soveriegnty tomorrow 10am PST. She is one of my team who held space and spoke truth as I pulled my ass out of the pregnant, single, homeless, kick-ed out of my family gutter. She will mirror the strength in you until you shake with power. YOUR POWER.
That's what we do in Becoming the Gift You ARE: We mirror strength until we shake with our power and then practice discovering, picking up and practicing our tools to be able to handle ourselves in our full power.
What else is there to DO in this life if you can't embody your own power? Well, there is always The Hamster Wheel to Hell... but I hate to break it to you: it's not going ANYWHERE.
for more info and to apply for a Rising Star Discovery Call go HERE
Breath fuels the embers of your I N N E R G L O W!